69novels Chapter 244
Chapter 244
Silence.
Deathly silence.
After a short silence, Ying Yi's eyes were a little lost, and he walked straight out of the hall.
He couldn't say whether he was happy or angry.
He understood that Rong Xinxue was forcing him to let go completely and not repeat the same mistakes. At the same time, she also wanted him to be more ruthless to her and not let her have illusions about love.
All signs showed.
These days, everything he did had a profound impact on Rong Xinxue, enough to influence her choice.
It also meant that Ying Yi was one step closer to conquering Rong Xinxue.
But he was not happy at all.
He didn't want Rong Xinxue to fall into such a tormenting struggle, which was too cruel for her.
But he didn't know how to comfort her.
In the end, he could only be a deserter and leave Qinhuang Hall in a mess.
Not long after Ying Yi left.
Rong Xinxue was stunned on the edge of the bed, lost and heartbroken, her lips trembling slightly.
At this moment.
Many images flashed through her mind, all related to Ying Yi.
She had never thought that Ying Yi would cook for her personally, nor that he would make desserts for her, and even that Su Yi's matter would implicate Ying Sha.
Now, he has even handed over a heavenly treasure to her.
She was happy and at a loss for words after such a big reaction just now. She was even more worried about having feelings for Ying Yi again... No... She had always had feelings for him from the beginning to the end. What she was worried about was that she would continue to fall in love with him without hesitation, just like in her previous life.
She also wanted to continue the previous relationship in her heart.
Especially after personally experiencing Ying Yi's gentleness, this was something she had longed for.
She really wanted to force herself to believe him once again, and believe him for the last time, but she found that she couldn't do it, she couldn't do it at all.
Of course.
She could endure the grudge and go on with Ying Yi. The current Ying Yi satisfied all her fantasies. She could accept his kindness to her with peace of mind and make up for the many regrets of her previous life.
But her longing for love and beautiful fantasy made her unwilling to do it anyway.
She just wanted to clean up her heart and love someone well.
But all the mess can only be cleared by Ying Yi.
But Ying Yi stabbed her heart with a sword. The hideous expression, wanton humiliation and pleasure made her want to get closer to Ying Yi, but she was ruthlessly resisted.
That kind of pain went deep into her bones, like a maggot attached to the bone, lingering and buried in her heart.
She knew that she would never forgive Ying Yi in her life, but she would never fall in love with anyone again.
But every time she thought of Ying Yi, she was still speechless with pain.
For a long time.
Rong Xinxue's mood gradually calmed down.
She struggled for a moment, but still walked out of the room and picked up the mandarin duck glass silk clothes thrown on the ground.
Her white hands trembled and closed her eyes.
Two voices kept ringing in her ears.
"Take it. Ying Yi is not the Ying Yi of the past. Now he is the wise ruler of the Qin Dynasty, a king who is good at both civil and military affairs and knows right from wrong. Your two sisters are very happy now. He also dotes on you. He personally cooked for you, taught you how to make desserts, and punished his right-hand men severely for you. Aren't you touched at all?"
"Everyone makes mistakes, and you are no exception. Why don't you give him another chance?"
"He is so gentle and considerate in this life. Do you want to stay away from your current happiness because of your past misfortune?"
"Take it, take it, and give him another chance. If you really lose it, there will be no chance to turn back."
This voice persuaded her to accept the silkworm clothes.
But the other voice revealed all her past pains.
"Rong Xinxue, have you forgotten how Ying Yi treated you?"
"He wiped out the Rong family, banished you to the cold palace, and stabbed you to death with a sword. Do you want to repeat the same mistake?"
"Ying Yi deceived you."
"How could he be so considerate of you for no reason? You are just a toy of his. When he has used you up, he will definitely kill the Rong family like in the last life."
"Rong Xinxue, don't look back, don't forget the oath you made."
Two voices spoke one after another.
Rong Xinxue closed her eyes, her body trembled constantly, sweat kept oozing from her forehead, and she looked extremely painful.
Finally.
Rong Xinxue opened her eyes and hugged Can Yi tightly in her arms. Her reason told her not to repeat the same mistake, but her sensibility told her to let go of everything and spend this short and beautiful time with Ying Yi.
The last.
She still couldn't let go of Ying Yi, her unforgettable lover. No matter how painful it was, she couldn't forget it just because she wanted to.
Rong Xinxue hugged the silk cloth tightly, as if she wanted to rub it into her body.
She planned to leave the imperial palace tomorrow.
She entered the imperial palaceThe original intention was just to reconcile with herself and let the past disappear.
She never thought that she would be involved with Ying Yi again.
These days, she seemed to be crazy and was about to split into two. She didn't want to endure such pain anymore.